Do I have to cry for you?
People
says,"You must take a choice to chance on your life you never
change."The moment I set your freedom,I totally made a right choice.A
choice which I doesn't meant to do,but my heart says I have
to.Apparently,we're opposite in many ways-we have different perception
in life(you were contented of you have while I'm not),and our family
status.Before,we ended up with something in common since we both came
from a broken family,but it wasn't the only thing to consider for the
strong foundation of our relationship.Maybe,we are not compatible with
each other,just like the iPhone mobile wherein it can't function well if
it doesn't compatible with the battery.Occasionally,the destiny will
find a way to tear us apart.And,I'd realized when I loss you,I
discovered myself of who I am,of what I want to be.Maybe,it's part of
God ways to know our purpose here on earth.
I've mentioned a certain quotes a while ago,and it has a great
implication in our situation.If
we still stick together,do you think you will enjoy your life right
now?Do you think you feel the love given to you by your current
girlfriend?Absolutely NOT!You may live like hell-miserable at any point.
It was a bittersweet closure,but I was happy back then.I may not happy
after we got along together.I may not over you.But after an ardouos
years I let go those feelings.There's always a single moment I can't
avoid to reminisce those happy memories.Still,I'm asking myself,"DO I
HAVE TO CRY FOR YOU?"I know a time machine will be impossible to invent
by any brilliant scientist,even Einstien,and those happy memories are
already part of the history.And,I don't have to retake a History again
because I already passed that subject.
This is the final words to say,"I don't have to cry for you because I
deliberately let you go,and I already made a choice."Maybe,this is the
time for me to write:"SAYONARA."
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