Do I have to cry for you?

  People says,"You must take a choice to chance on your life you never change."The moment I set your freedom,I totally made a right choice.A choice which I doesn't meant to do,but my heart says I have to.Apparently,we're opposite in many ways-we have different perception in life(you were contented of you have while I'm not),and our family status.Before,we ended up with something in common since we both came from a broken family,but it wasn't the only thing to consider for the strong foundation of our relationship.Maybe,we are not compatible with each other,just like the iPhone mobile wherein it can't function well if it doesn't compatible with the battery.Occasionally,the destiny will find a way to tear us apart.And,I'd realized when I loss  you,I discovered myself of who I am,of what I want to be.Maybe,it's part of God ways to know our purpose here on earth.

       I've mentioned a certain quotes a while ago,and it has a great implication in our situation.If we still stick together,do you think you will enjoy your life right now?Do you think you feel the love given to you by your current girlfriend?Absolutely NOT!You may live like hell-miserable at any point. It was a bittersweet closure,but I was happy back then.I may not happy after we got along together.I may not over you.But after an ardouos years I let go those feelings.There's always a single moment I can't avoid to reminisce those happy memories.Still,I'm asking myself,"DO I HAVE TO CRY FOR YOU?"I know a time machine will be impossible to invent by any brilliant scientist,even Einstien,and those happy memories are already part of the history.And,I don't have to retake a History again because I already passed that subject.

 This is the final words to say,"I don't have to cry for you because I deliberately let you go,and I already made a choice."Maybe,this is the time for me to write:"SAYONARA."

LOVE IS A TRUST

      What is love?We often asked with this question by our peer and other people surrounded us.We answered the certain question with a various definition.We could define the word itself such; (1.)Love is a complete acceptance,(2.)Love is what we experience in any moment that we are with someone without having or believing any judgements about that person,either he is good or bad,(3.)Love is unconditional,and(4.)Love has no condition.And so many definition.But what is the true notion of love?

    

  Love is giving of full trust.It is like an investment wherein we trust that certain company to invest our money to gain a profit or expecting for the growth of our capital.In fact,trust is the most powerful experience of spiritual freedom within the context of human relationship.But how we do experience the same freedom within the complexity of our relationship with each other?That's much more difficult to endeavor.Perhaps,we believe trust is a strongest word when we talked about love and affection.When we permit ourselves to trust deeply,we are letting another human being into our heart and into soul.We have accepted the good intentions of another so deeply that we allow to step so close to us that we cannot protect ourselves any longer.We are not expecting them to reciprocate of what we're given.How could we say we love a person if we doesn't trust him.Technically,love requires a courage to show on how we trust him without any doubt.If we critically ponder the such words love and trust,they are both synonyms.We might saying they have a different literal meaning,but these two profound words are come along in the context of every human relationship.We trust the person because we love him.Right? 

      A Sacred Scripture says,"For God so loved the world that He give His only begotten son."He sent Jesus Christ to save us from our sins,and not to condemn us.If we try to ponder His love,He trust us to clean our souls from our earthly sins,reciprocate His love,and rebuild our human faith with Him,

,despite we disappoint him in our everyday lives.Everyday He gives us another chances to renew our soul to enter the triumphant church,and to be with Him.If we love God,we have to trust him because He knows of what's best for us.A person with God type of love will always trust.That is,he will no longer suspicious of one's he love.



       In Corinthians 13:7,"Love always protects,always trust,always hopes,always perseveres.Whatever the situation,love is ready to trust.To trust someone means that you are ready to believe of the best version of him.